Am I being well spent for Jesus. . .
It's easy to be spent when I am surrounded in a blaze of Christian glory.
On the short term mission field.
On the days when my best friend needs listening ear.
On the speaking tour in Australia to advocate for orphans.
On the days when my baby can't stop being cute.
Yes, Jesus. Use my life. I love when you use me.
But on the day that my emotional needs are not met
on the day my expectations have been crushed
on the day I am taken advantage of
on the day that my flesh cries out for justice
This is the day I must humbly say Jesus, may you be glorified in my weakness. Remind me in my most selfish moments that you spent everything for the sake of the Gospel. May that also become the daily cry of my broken, entitled heart.
^^ photo props to my lovely sister Grace ^^
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